I wish you were the man I feel in love with years ago. I can't believe the person you've become. I can no longer call you a man because the truth of the matter is your not, the correct form of word for you now would be an Abuser, the classes aren't working.  All of our love and everything we put into to this, all of  it for what, you've totally forgotten about me. The reason you have is because your not him anymore, your someone else. I don't even want to know this person anymore. You used to listen to me because you loved it, now you can't stand to hear me because  the truth hurts. They say honesty is the best for the soul, I honestly tell you, your hurting me, and you, we'll whoever you are don't even hear it! I loved you more than anything in this world, I wanted nothing more but for this to work. Everyone around you pretend as if you have no problems, and I'm the one to blame me. The part that sucks is you really need help, not told your actions are okay when it's obvious they aren't. I wish the best for you, no hard feelings.. I just can't do this anymore.. Bye John!