Alone feeling like a burden. Feeling like a faliure, Feeling like I made some bad choices,
Once upon a time all was well,  I felt on top of the world, on top of my life, now I'm feeling like the joke is on me. I;m asking myself, what did I do? What is it? Is it my past? Is it my laugh?
You can feel beautiful, You can feel hurt, pain. I am a broken hearted girl, in a world with people, who don't read minds, and also people who don't want to be involved with such a person like me. Broken, bent, and cut. Deminished, Ignored, Shadowed.
I was so happy last week, I felt so blessed, without a doubt I felt blessed, but I have to work on finding my own happiness and getting away from my day to day heart ache. It's not all him, It's me, needing someone. Learing to let go, be real, be honest with myself. I'm sad, I'm crying, I'm vulnerable, I'm alone. He is with her.......and now I am alone.