The wait

July 21, 2010
It's love from a distance, unspoken words, missing components, desire, and passion 
wasn't suppose to be this way.
The words we fear to speak our bodies moans in pleasure as we embrace, and with our strong emotional & physical connection God so kindly gave us to share, we stay persistant.
I went in for Pleasure, came out feeling as if I found my treasure.
Can't pressure it, can't make it love me.
All I can do is wait, intensely for the tone or the text awaiting for what maybe next.
My love is wild, crazy, spontaneous, deep, passionate, faithful, lasting, adored, cherished, presurved for my King.
Until I know this is not infatuation and indeed a possible eternal lover.
I wait, pray, with grace and hope.
I wait like a Soilder with gear and combact for distruction.
I wait at the top of the Mountain for which I have traveled to make sure it was beautiful, maintained, classy, filled with the spirits and angels of the lord, and has lots of fruit so I can feed my King upon arrival.
I wait but I am not waiting alone, or in still mode.
Just like my King, I work hard. Assuring if anything were to happen to my King during his expedition, he'd still be secure and taken care of. Everything he desires I will forfill.
Not concerned with anything or anyone else. I will be here now and if its meant to be I can assure, I'll be with you forever. Happily say Yes to my King.
I wait for my lover, I wait for the possibility. I wait for the experience, if it's not meant to be. You were worth it.
Waiting for you is worth the wait.
 

Dismissed

July 21, 2010
Im tired of the scars
I'm tired of hiding them
I'm tired of the name calling
I'm tired of the lying
I'm tired of the cheating
I'm tired of the beating
I'm tired of the blaming
I'm tired of the crying
I'm tired of the denying
I'm tired of the trying
I'm tired of you and all of your vindictive ways
I'm tired of all the flaws you say I poses and play
I'm sick of you and all of your ways
Most importantly I'm sick and despise the day we ever meet.
If I could take my 11 years back, I...

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Dear John

July 21, 2010
I wish you were the man I feel in love with years ago. I can't believe the person you've become. I can no longer call you a man because the truth of the matter is your not, the correct form of word for you now would be an Abuser, the classes aren't working.  All of our love and everything we put into to this, all of  it for what, you've totally forgotten about me. The reason you have is because your not him anymore, your someone else. I don't even want to know this person anymore. You used to...

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About Me


Tiffany Sheine Lewis A little about me, starting from the begining. Had a really cool childhood I was as free as a bird. My mother was beautiful & kind. My sibling where everything a sister would expect them to be. My mother was murdered, I was raised by my grandma & brother. I say brother because everything I am is because I had 1 person who told me I could, and it was my eldest brother. I always give him recongnition. Life with grandma was hell, that will be in a book on another day. : ) I had a really strick childhood, thankful and regreful of it. I appreciate my grandma, she did her best. I began working at an early age, had my first job at the age of 11. I was not very social in middle or high school. I have just always had a lot of attention from people. Therefore, people know me, not personally. I was raised in a town, more like a Valley. I don't feel I had the best education when it came to African Americann history, or just different ethnicities besides white history. After High school, I'd have general conversation with my friends and they'd ask me about Marcus Garvey and I had no idea who that was, or what black panther where and I live in the Bay. Pretty strange, thats what sparked my interest into persuing a higher education. Also memories of my mother. I am now a College graduate. I shoot for the moon in hopes to land amongst the stars. I will be updatin more, but please feel free to get to know me, in a creative way. Hope you enjoy my blogs and poetry for they will be worthy. Have a fantastic day, thanks for you interest.

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